Its Getting Me Nowhere Poem by donielle bower

my lies get me nowhere
it just make things worse than before
my secrets are untold
because you may not wanna know the truth
blame me for everything
just tell me all the things that are wrong with me
i am being killed inside
and i am suffering
i do not show how i really feel
why would i bother anyways
i dont wanna live here
i cant take it
this pain is far too real
you know i wont be able to survive
i want this all to end now
forget that i was alive
because i was a born mistake to begin with
i cant be saved from such misery in a world like this
i should say goodbye forever
no one wants to deal with someone like me
i just caused them to believe i was a disgrace
now i am a nothing
just waiting for the day
that i can finally get away from this world