The fact is i heard voices, reminding me that i had reached 35 years old, hence after that something came to me that i should make myself a ceremony and for this reason my father appeared illusion-ally and as a result claiming that i am following my younger brother Lefa who made a ceremony for this matter.
The fact is after that something came to me again, that in our church we don't believe in such things, hence after that illusion-ally appeared apostle Ngcukazi claiming that i should not believe them for in a scolding way for this matter.
The fact is i believe it is just a church, hence amongst everyone he was supposed to be proud that i am following and for this reason there he goes and do the opposite for this matter.
The fact is according to my own point of view i would give up, hence my father is going to have a problem about it and for this reason i am afraid of him for this matter.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem