January 12th,2016 Poem by Starseed Child

i don't need you to pretend to care, i would rather you not care at all, if you did your boat would sail on nothing but calm waters...i would rather be ignored than forgotten to find someone who refuses to let go or give up, who see the person i am deep down, the person I've neglected, the one I've forgotten who she is but my days aren't numbered, myself alone will sore with the birds in the sky one day...when that day comes and if my other heart finds me i will thank the stars that lay above our heads for being our unknown guides they will crack my ever changing mask and it will fall apart...the door to an outside world, please here me because i must ask three words, who are you? ...i'm waiting for you...please hurry this darkness is so lonely...