Jealousy Poem by Isa Gawas

I look at you with fear, afraid of the unbeatable
Not even a ripple in the sea of your words,
Drowning me in awe
Your face a picture, one could keep drawing forever,
Eyes overfilled with youth
Personality with tints and tones
A smile i've been trying to lasso
Walking as if you've been taught by the wind.
Happiness that even the underworld is afraid of.
No matter what you do, I will have to look up to you
Will I ever reach this far
Or my jealousy always a scar?