Jealousy Poem by Natalie Is lost

Jealousy is a sin
So I guess I'm a sinner
Because all I can think about is how I could be thinner
Thinner like my small friend's
I wish I like them, that would solve it all
I wish to smell like fall
And I wish to be tall
I wish I was interesting enough to be the only girl he talks to,
He's the only guy I talk to so it can't be that hard
If it's not that hard why am I always left scarred.
I love him.
I love the way he walks
And the way he makes me feel
I love how he always remembers my favorite meals
I wish I had the beauty like his ex
She lights up a room as she walks in
And I'm left filling up with envy when I see her porcelain skin.