Just A Little Poem by MarieLove Brevil

Let my sister and my brother be my witness
I can’t fully say that you don’t love me
Since I can’t get to the bottom of
Your fearful heart to tell of what I see
But the ways you act with me sometimes
Leave me with no less but the idea that
You don’t care as if you just don’t give a dam
The others are swinging around me like honey bees
Won’t even let me the space to breathe
And I feel like, you’re treating me as if
I were to be nothing, nothing at all
I don’t know how you come up with your analysis
You make me feel short of love, care and respect
Then the next week or the next weekend
You make me feel full of love, care and respect
I know and I feel that you want me
Other times I even feel that you need me
But I still feel that we can never be together
Together as friend is okay, but as lovers; oh never
We just can never be, we’re too afraid
At times we’re like strangers,
So afraid to trust one another

Let my brother and my sister be my witness
I can’t truly say that you don’t love me
You told me I think that’s good enough
But I wish sometimes to take a trip
Deep to the bottom of your heart
To spy a little bit about the love
You want to offer me, for such a time, now

Sometimes I want to love a little, touch a little
Kiss a little, maybe make love a little
But how do I? If I can’t even trust you
My heart cries out for your presence when you’re not around
I cannot breathe without you in my air
I am ready to give everything up just for you
But how can I if I don’t know what you want

Is it a risk that I should take?
Is it my heart that’s dying to break?

However it turns out to be
I am just going to love you anyway
Whatever happens, (eventually) , happens
There’s nothing I can truly do
But to follow my heart along its path
Follow my emotions and make it worthwhile
I cannot tell how much you are yearning for me
But let us make peace and take it easy
Maybe some days we’ll be able to love a little,
To like a little, to touch a little, to need a little,
To want a little even to make good love a little.

I can’t even tell what it requires for me
To be able to be there for you fully
But I can promise you my best
For it is all I have in store for you

I love you!


MarieLove

Friday, December 02,2005

1: 13 a.m.