Just Broken Poem by Anamika Jalan

I don't know what to do about anything
its driveing me insane
i can't stop loveing you
or worrying if your ok
i can't stop wanting you
to have and to hold
i really really wish
our love didn't get old
every day that passes me by
i wonder what things could be like
followed with a sigh
i wish and i pray that this is a dream
i pinch my self
over and over
only to scream
this really hurts me
in an undescribeable way
i wish and i wish
for the pain to go away
i can't understand why this is happening now
i really don't get it why? or how?
i really wish things went different
you don't understand
we were suppose to grow old together
not look back on
what we use to have.