Just To Vain To Feel The Pain Poem by Shelby Rima

you tell me to leave you alone,
you tell me to get away while i still can,
i guess i just don't understand,

i love you with all my heart, ,
and i have right from the start,
i don't see how you can tell me to go away,
it just breaks my heart,

i wish you would appreciate me the way i do you,
i wish when i looked at you and said i love you,
you would say i love you too,
and mean it the way i do when i say it to you,

when you look me in the eye,
and call me a bi*ch and a wh0re,
it makes me feel worthless and really tore,

when i need you the most,
it seem like your never there,
when i need you support,
it seems like you don't care,

when you tell me you love me,
and i am the only thing in this world
that matters to you,
how i am i supposed to believe that
after everything you do,

when you promise you wont hurt me or cause me pain,
but to hours later you pushing me down again,
i guess i am just to vain,
and need to realize that you might never change,

maybe i see something better in you,
that know one ever will,
and each day i just learn how to deal,

one day that just might not be enough,
and i might become a little more tough,
and walk away,
and have the strength to tell you,
you will never be enough,

when that day comes i wont care,
and everything you have done to me,
you wont be able to repair,
and you will be done for,
and i really wont care