Killing Me Slowly Poem by Nick Downer

I feel so lonely, so sad,
Can't help thinking about everything bad.
My lips are trembling, I can feel the tears,
Releasing my loneliness, sadness and fears.
What pain will come with the dawn of tomorrow
Buried by despair and drowning in sorrow.
Heart is pounding but I can feel it is weak,
Tears pour out like the words I can't speak.
Nobody notices, but would anyone care?
Would they notice tomorrow if I wasn't there?
I don't even know why I'm feeling this way,
Invading my soul it has come here to stay.
Losing my mind, I am going insane,
No one can live through such hurt and pain.
Killing me slowly, it's not letting go,
Silently, painfully, so know one will know.