Kim Poem by Scentless Apprentice

miss you around,
I call your name,
knowing there wont be a sound,

I keep on calling your name,
knowing you will reply in a dream,
I try to talk to you in a world without fame.

trying to reach out,
break into heaven,
to kiss you goodbye and tell you I'll see you later.

as I reached into heaven
I couldn't get in,
you came down to me.
back to reality I see you aint here,
without you around I fill my heart with fear.

what has become of this world?
why do we waste our lifes?
will we get old?
Will husbands be true to their wifes?

All these questions,
I fear they won bring you back,
trying to get over you,
I know this is where I lack.

lack of faith?
or just insecure?
wanted to hold you hand,
wanted to kiss you goodbye,
you know I cant forget you,
my tears for you will get me another high.
Makes sence if it was another low,
thinking about you...
It's jsut another blow.
Punches me in the face,
your endless fight,
still you didnt tie yourself to a shoelace.

I'd give up,
you fought well,
the lat time I saw you was scary,
but ohh so swell.
Never felth so good,
you were so skinny like you never tasted real food,
so scared to move on,
some battles lost,
but you've won.

now you are free,
not without a fight,
see you going away,
moving towards the light.

I've never seen someone be so brave,
allthough you are in an early grave,
you were so wise,
teached us all that we could fight for our right,

you know girl,
you are everyone's guiding light.
never forgotten,
I'll grab another drink,
to my boots..
is where my courage sinks.