Know This Poem by Iced tequila

I promised you forever and I intend to keep it
I promised you till death do us apart and I am sticking to my word
I dreamt of us old with our family
I saw all the things we wanted to do together
I saw the smiles and laughter and I wished to give you that
I promised to you love and cherish you
Which I did
I didn't wish for this
If I had my way it would be coming home to you
You have enough strength to fuel us together
You are my reason for saying 'See you in the evening'
A kiss on the forehead and a word of encouragement for my day
You never disappoint
I had so much installed but not our will but His
You never got to see my smile and I am sorry for that
The road ahead is long


I wish you never promised till death
I wish you didn't promise me forever
I wish I loved you from afar
I wish my love was not strong enough
You fulfilled it and I feel overwhelmed
How different would it have been if I never told you I loved you
If I never told you how important you are to me
If I never saw a future with you
If I never craved the warmth, the comfort, the security
You just imagine
At least the pain would not be this intense because you aren't mine
But you are
I can't promise to go on but one thing is for sure
I have the full bed to myself now