Knowing Poem by Florence Badejo

I didn't tell you and didn't need to
You already had an idea
I know how you see me yet it doesn't hurt
I'll be anything for you
A friend, a lover, or even like a sister
I accept it with open arms
They ask if I'm okay and really, I am
I don't feel sad or hurt, just understanding
I like knowing, wondering makes me think
I like wondering at times though, I still pretend
I probably shouldn't but it's a world I mend
My reality is anything but, yet it is to me
I take the common world and fabricate my own
So now what should hurt me is just another dream
It's stupid, I know, but I can't seem to give up
I'm a happy idiot
~04/14/11~