Last Words Poem by Nisha K. Janine

Words, witch one can i put together
to tell the one i love
i cant go on...
How can i portray
that there love was enough
But i was not worthy of that
is there a way i can make you understand
that this was inevitable
and there effort is just prolonging my fate
I only hope that good will come out of this.
you always tough me to find that in everything
so i know you will find the good in this.
My absence, will bring you closer
to the ones you should be close to.
With me gone things might go back to normal
Trying to convince you, that the good you brought in to my life
Made my last weeks worth living.
As i drift off i will imagine your smiling face
I just wish i could hug one more time
feel your warmth, your arms around me
my whole body overflowing with the rush of your love
but even that wont keep me here.
Don't be sad for long
you have so much to live for
wasting you time missing me is unnecessary
I know you will never forget
but i pray you move on
I'll still love yo when i'm gone