Last Words. Moving On Poem by DeAngelo Townsell

Waking up every morning without a spouse can be tiring after 2 years.
The kind of love I had for you cant be replaced with anything else but tears.
I spent all my life looking for love trying not to get hurt.
But no one ever told me, no one ever told me for love you can not search.
I went through thick, I went through thin, I went through hurt and right back again.
I mean I wasn’t ready to be single so, why did you have to go.
I mean I know I wasn’t perfect and neither were you so…?
Why do I have to suffer? Why do I have to go through this?
Why do I have to be the only guy on the block, with no one to kiss?
I know there’s answers to these questions but your acting like you have no clue.
You say there was no one else, but now you’re with this dude?
See, you’re not just making it hard on me, but also on my future baby.
Because when its time to love her….I don’t know what else to say but, I don’t know, maybe.
You think I could just move on? You think I could just forget?
I wish I could, but unlike you, I’m not heartless.
Honestly I don’t even know why I waste my words on you.
Maybe its because I cared and I really DID love you.
Don’t get me wrong I’m not upset and far from it.
I want to say thank you because now I can find someone I really fit.
You helped me become a better man and learn from my mistakes.
Now who ever is next will be really happy because I will love them and do whatever it takes.
I have a pretty good idea of who that might be in mind.
But only lord knows if it will work, because everything takes time.