Lead Myself Here Poem by Patricia Ruiz

I've lead myself here
I got here in my own
I thought I was seeing thing clear
That mistake is my very own
I wish that he was truly sincere
Didnt do, but said things on his own
Bullshit lies is what I hear
Words aren't as loud as the actions shown
Same thing over again year after year
These feelings of mine have just grown
Keep them inside, shed one more tear
Deal with it all on my own
Since it's something he dont want to hear