Leaf Poem by Kathrine Philip

I am bleeding from the inside out,
Is it just for attention, or did I burnout?
Well, am I for sure gunna die?
Well… this is the reason why.

I have envy that runs like venom
I have fear in ever atom
I feel tears running, like a waterfall
I, of course, am against the wall.

I didn’t choose this role
I didn’t choose this hellhole!
But I am playing it honest,
Even if it makes other disgusted…

Boys will be boys
Am I a freaking toy?
Do I look like a Barbie?
Do you not see the scars?

I’ve been living a fake life
I will be the good housewife
But when there is a wedding
Would I even be ready?

Cheating the scam
Don’t hear the, “please no, Madame! ”
I am bleeding
Am I dieing?

Do I just say this for attention?
Or am I really this broken?
Boys will be boys…
I suppose I am just annoyed.

I come in thinking
“What am I doing? ”
Trying to be the lovely lady
Isn’t life just nice and shady?

I am bleeding from the inside out!
Is it just for attention, or did I burnout?
I have envy that runs like venom
I have fear in ever atom

I feel tears running, like a waterfall
I, of course, am against the wall.
This was a nice life,
Now here comes the fall!

The leaf hangs on to the tree
Life support and carefree
Then the fall comes
Bringing down everyone!

My love has stopped
Heart is lost.