Leave It At This: Poem by taylor cook

Im always so down
when i wake up i already have a frown
i awaken in the night
as if i have something to freight
my eyes are excessively wet
its like my body wont rest
my heart beats in twos
as if im living and breathing for you too
from a distance other guys look my way
and at a distance they can stay
i see no reason to get dressed up
i see no use for make up
i feel lost with no direction
i feel so shaken
but i gotta keep trying
its time to end all this crying
i cant take it any longer
but i know this will make us stronger
i cant waste another minute
after all that ive put in it
because deep down i know ive been blessed
and when im with you ill find more happiness
so ill leave it at this,
i cant wait for the day its you ill no longer have to miss..