Left Emotionalness Poem by chelsi Ruffing

All the pain and hate has left me emotionalness
All my hate bulit up inside can be dangerous
I'm going to show you all the meaning of pain
Don't tempted me I can be so very insain
With the blood all over my hand
I stand there with a smile something you don't understand
I'm becoming my own worst fears
Yet for some reason there are no tears
As the darkness take's over my heart
You scared but your the one who made this start
Whats wrong? Don't like what you created to be
This isn't something you thought you would see
Don't use the bullshit words I love you
It don't work this time, your through
No more with the same game
Come on I'm no different, I'm still the same
Some secerts are ment to say
You didn't think I would just shut my mouth and walk away?
So many nights before over you I would cry
Until the day I realized your lie
Everyone was wrong I'm not just going to be fine
I will get back what was mine
There were so many time's you made me feel dead
So many thoughts always in my head
Tell me something did you ever care?
Ha yeah I know this isn't fair
You played the game out well
To bad the only thing you did was leave as story to tell