Left I Was Alone Poem by Lovely Girl

When my team needed me the most 
I found myself out of control 
All the things I will throw 
Then suddenly apologiesly I will bow 
I couldn't find it alone 
What I found is under my bone 
Returning to my town I go 
But I realized answers were no
I found myself struggling to grow
While the sky coldly it snow 
I looked for a shelter 
All I found is a smuggler 
I hurried towards it 
And found none of the items 
I sat down and only thought 
am I supposed to regret?
I left my team
I left my home 
I can't find my way back 
I can't see without my pack 
I would return 
On the ground I sit upon 
And think about my past 
and now I will reach at last 
We are strong of mind and heart 
Mesmerism our deadly art 
We can seduce even the most pure 
From our control there is no cure 
So resist us now if u can
Declare your loyalty only to man 
But in the night you'll beg and Crowl 
On your knees you soon will fall 
I read my book with all my heart
And found myself falling apart 
I need my team and soul 
Or I shall find my revenge of all