Lil' Siz Poem by Javier Solis Jr.

To tell you the truth I have had a crush on you. Since we first met love was the first thing I felt for you. The problem was that I was so naïve to tell you that I was talking to “my girlfriend”, that I have feelings for you but just as a little sister instead of as girl that was, is & will always be the stupidest thing I’ve done, but what demolished my hopes was that you told me you had a crush for a guy in another school for you’re the girl that lifts me from a great depression to the best mood ever. You are the first girl I’ve like to be with because when I’m with you I never get annoyed nor bored for you bring me a smile every time I see you. You literally cause my mind to go blank & just focus on you. I trust you so much that I even trust you with my own life. Which I would give for you to just get a little smirk, because your happiness is more important to me than anything else in the whole world. You not talking to me hurts me so bad that it kills me for you’re the reason I like my life. You make it feel like paradise you in my life is the best thing that has happened to me since we met my life has been going smooth without any bumps for you make my miserable life vanish into thin air. You’re so perfect there’s no one that can be compared to you, and your beautiful brown eyes that mesmerize me in seconds your kindly purse little lips that I’ve always desired to kiss, your smooth gentle skin that, when I feel it, I know it’s you, your wonderful high pitched voice that brings joy to my ears, your amazing black silky hair, waving by the breeze & sparkling like the ocean does with the moon light always leaves me astonished & what I love more is the way you laugh, for your giggles tell me that I’m doing my job as a friend & a guy for you should never be in a negative mood for anything. Because nothing is worth your tears, sadness or your anger, for your happiness is what makes the world go round. Without you, I am nothing & if I would ever see you in a negative mood, I would be angry at myself & at who ever got you in that mood because you should always be happy & never care for bad things. Your tears would make my world go gray & flood it with pure rain, your sadness would make it go pitch black, without knowing anything about light & your anger would be an apocalypse. Nevertheless, when you are happy my whole world becomes perfectly peaceful.