Living Breathing Hell Poem by Resa Lynn

why do i feel so alone in this battle?
like everyone is against me
now matter how hard i try
no one wants to be on my side
this hurts
i cant stop these tears
i feel like everything i've worked for has been thrown away
everytime you seen me smile
it was something i trained myself to do
to pretend to be happy
but its so hard to do
when the weight of the world is on my shoulders
im getting pushed over the edge
its too hard to bare
im screaming for help
begging please save me from this hell
i dont want to die
i dont want to cut
i want to live without this constant bullshit
please help me
save me from this living breathing hell
1/6/11