Lonely Little Fear Poem by Invisible Poet

All these fears I have inside,
How can they even coincide?
There is this one fear...
Just seemed to appear.
I can't tell a soul.
In case it begins to unfold.
Not sure how to process it,
I know this, I can not admit,
Tears stream down my pale cheek,
The words I refuse to speak.
I've never been this scared,
Everything feels impaired
All I want to do is push and hide,
Just to give me time to decide.
What is real and true,
I don't even have a clue.