Long Decission Poem by Julietta Isla

I lay here in the bathtub, my body fully exposed, thinking about what to say next, when knowing he wont text, i hesitate on what to say, he keeps begging for an answer, baby i'm not ready, still insecure about exposure, he becomes impatient and starts to say, if you dont do it we are over, i began to cry knowing this was all a lie, you didn't love me, it was just lust, why can't i find my better half, i want him to love me so gently, so i made my decission, i say we are through, no more of you and me.