Looking... Poem by Resa Lynn

When I saw you looking at me,
I used to be scared and,
I always wondered why,
But day after day,
I got used to it,
But then it had to be this day when
You started talking to me
It was weird,
I used to hate you,
But now,
This feeling,
When I see you
I want to be with you
We had a chance
And I messed it up
You were in the rebound
You chose her
And you started liking her
You totally forgot about me
And then, I cried
I couldn’t sleep
The beautiful dreams of you became
Dark and all I could see
You and her forever
It used to be me
And now
It’s her
I wanted us to be together always
But then
You chose a bad time
It got to me, practically killed me
And I had to reject you
But you know deep inside
You’ll always be the one
That stole this endless heart
I’ve being wondering why her
Why me, why you?
It’s a fact not a dream
And sooner or later
I’ll have to accept the truth
You chose her
And forever
I will stay in the dark