Losing Myself Poem by Daniela X. Daraz

I completely lost it.
It was the worst feeling in the world;
Not being able to control myself.
It felt horrible.

I question myself now.
Who am I? What am I turning into?
How could I act like that? What can I do?
These realizations frighten me.

Things like this just don't pop up out of nowhere.
All these years of Self-Control;
Was it all just a waste?
There must be a price I must pay for acting in such a way.