Loss Of A Husband Poem by Donna Saphier

When I lost my husband
I lost myself completely
I couldn't understand
That no longer would he greet me
I'm empty in my mind
Please someone help me find
A little peice and happiness
That I have left behind
My heart is badly broken
And I'm trying to understand
Why God called for my husband
When we had a future planned
Why do I have to hurt so much
Why suffer all this Pain
I know now that my husband's gone
I'll never be the same
I really need some answers
I really need to know
He can't just disappear
No he just can't go
Because I really love him
And I need him so
But yes he has left me
He has gone away
I've not been the same
Ever since that day
My heart feels hollow
My head feels sad
I never imagined
I'd feel this bad
Please come back
I miss you so
I'm so confused
Why you had to go
I've spoken that I'm broken
But no-one can hear
As I wipe away
Yet another year
I wait all alone
Each day and each night
Waiting for someone
To make things alright
It's not going to happen
It's not meant to be
He only exists now
In my memory.