Loss Of Hope Poem by Jane Bennett

Seems like just yesterday i was only eight
didn't have to worry about my makeup or my weight

This bittersweet is now left bitter
These words a write, a depression transmitter

I've lost hope, my faith
There's nothing left
I only hope tomorrow will end with my death

If i can't look forward to tomorrow
Whats the point of today?
I want nothing more than to leave
but something makes me stay

What do you call it when you feel this much pain?
Im trying to win, yet there's nothing to gain

I tried telling you my problems
i thought you would know best
but you avoid my presence
I'm feeling so depressed

You said it was a phase
blame my past life for it all
you would listen to what i say
I know, its all my fault