Lost Poem by Immortal blank state

The words; best friends forever.
Always results in never.
I thought we were closer than can be.
But obviously that is not what you see.
Who knew one little thing could make me want to cry.
Or possibly even wanting to die.
All i wanted to do is call you a best friend.
But that isnt something we could comprehend.
Im not saying we arent best friends anymore.
I just feel our friendship drifting that its almost making me sore.
It's fading,
Or decaying.
I dont know what to do.
Who would i ever be able to call a best friend again? Who?
My time is coming just so you are aware,
And you won't even be there to care.

[[written on January 13th,2009.]]