Lost Poem by Shea Reeves

This pain is scaring me
I don't know why it's there
It keeps getting stronger
And I am disappearing
Where am I going?
"Leave me alone! "
- I yell to no one and the world
But I'm so afraid, don't leave me, I whisper
- To no one and the world
Sinking, falling, spinning…
Where am I going?
Why am I still here?
I just want to go home
But I'm already home
I don't understand me at all
So how could anyone else?
I'm slipping away
Where am I going?
I hate this feeling.
Why won't it go away?
I had better start looking for me
- Before there's nothing left to find.