Lost Ambition Poem by Sarmad ALI

I am an artist doing wall paint
i am a cat barking like a dog
i am a writer doing engineering
its not the place where i belongs
certainly certainly certainly not
whom to inquire whom to blame
This world is a place burning in flames
flames of lust anger and hatred
not gonna dwindle in years or days
its not a fairy land and not my dreams
where every one is joyful and successful at same
cinderella or thumblina does not really exist
i wonder why my mom told me these tails
its not as simple as it seems
just pack your bags and rush for the race
i just want to feel the rain
and i have to deal with scientific strain
Believe in happy in endings i do
But chances are rare and diminishing at same
I thank to all who stand by me
for there precious time
and there words of encouragement
All has to end if not tomorrow so today
i just have to do my best and wait to see
how turns out the thing we all call fate......................................................