Love Poem by Anisa awake

This might sound a bit extreme,
But you are my dream.
Making you mad,
Made me feel real sad
What made me happy was the Love we once had

I wonder if you miss me as much as I do
Men, i have to admit i was so into you,
talking to you eased my heart,
and the good part was you were so smart,
funny, handsome, religious
And mashallah you were prestigious
All these qualities were what i needed
You passed the test my Love and you greatly succeeded.

Are you wondering then, why i left?
It's simple, I felt that the Love we shared was a theft.
From who you wonder?
From Allah (Subhanahu watacala)
I pleased you, but displeased my creator
He is greater, and i felt that if i kept on disobeying him,
He was going to confront me in my Grave sooner or later.

You swept me off my feet,
But this decision i can't retreat,
Hopefully one day our cherished Love will repeat
And never again will it go off-beat.
May Allah forgive us, guide us and direct us to the right path
May Allah introduce us again so we can live together forever Ameen!