Love And Languish Poem by vidyut chakraborty

The fear has come back,
cocooned inside my heart
It's a tremendous insecurity.
When I get, I enjoyed, I possessed
something stirred me in side.
A fear of love labor lost,
a fear of being dispossessed
a fear of gaining intrinsic half heart -
a fear of come and go fiasco.
What I fear is your smiling face
disrobing my passionate thrill
Your winking eyes tell me
they will shut in a while.
My crazy sex will drive after you
and you will leave thereafter.
I feel afraid of meeting you
I mind share your grief
this will leave a fragile futurity.
I can't hurt you I can't tell you
That you can tease you can ease
But you can't lease your heart to me
It is yours only.
A faint memory will hurt me
that you opened your goddamn beauty
before my eyes
for the reasons best known to you
I am scared you will go away
leaving me in that old solitude
Where no one dares to come,
no one cares to stay
No one shares the solemnity.
I fear I am again alone
waiting for the next eventuality.