Love Killer Poem by Sahra Hussein

What is wrong with me?
It seems I made a mistake.
I figured it out and I regret my mistake.
But why are you holding me back every time I try to get up?
Didn't I destroy my dreams for you?
Didn't I trust you and you put me down?
Didn't I lose my happiness for you?
Didn't I forgive you?
Why do you keep hurting me?
It seems every second that I gather my dreams You are collapsing them.
Every time I get happiness, I lose it because of you.
I gave you an honest and open heart.
A heart that you kept from all the people
Your sound made it fearful.
Your actions made me bleed.
But seeing you become medicine for my pain.
I cried a lot when you got hurt while you were trying to kill me.
God knows what is inside me.
If I could stop for your death, I wouldn't allow your golden body to be taken away from your soul and put in the ground.
But it is time that I should follow your actions rather than my heart.
Then I shot my love in the head.
I kept his memory in my heart.
And,
People named me love killer.