Love-Struck Poem by Kristal Clear

I thought i got over you
But i realized i have not
Now you're halfway around the world
And i want you here so badly..

It first started when i missed you
Then i dreamt about you
And now im in love with you
Not for the second time but fourth..

But the feelings i get
Cant be understood
I want you
Yet i dont want you
I wanna forget you
But i dont want too
I love you
However, i dont think so..

What am i feeling?
It hurts so badly
I want it to stop
But i dont hold control of it..

Why does love sucks?
Why does one have to suffer?
I want to be rescued from this suffering
I cant do it myself
I tried..
I ended up hurting myself...