Love To Live A Lie.. The 3 L's =o Poem by Poppy Fry

How I live a lie,
Trying to survive
Living just to revive
I call for love
I plead for death
I'll soon to be,
bounded to my ashes
Trying to forget
Every wound you left behind
Memories haunt me
And I can't suppress anymore
You make it hard to ignore
Every kiss,
I love the lie
Every touch,
I live the lie
Every day,
I want to runaway
Constant betrayal
You swim within my dreams
You are my ghost it seems
Stalking my every move
I run to my tomb
But memories still live within my grave
Nothing left to save

Can someone please awaken me?
From the dead
Lifeless from everything you said