Monday, August 16, 2010
My heart was broke i didnt know what to do i weeped i wept i drunk myself half to death at the moment i feel good but when i sobor up your always in my mind. I drink and drink to keep the pain away but know matter what when i wake up everything reminds me of you. so one day i decide ive had ebough i drink and drink till my body hits the floor my head in clouds my boday on the ground the sounds of sirens are all around. i awake the next day in a hospital bed i cus i swear in to the air i blame it all on you all my sadness my sorrow and broken heart but then i realize it wasnt your fault. from the day you left i had choices and i heard voices if i had listened to them i probley wouldnt be here today dieing by the choicesi have made.