M I Disorder Poem by lonely shab

Really! ! ! I wasn't always like this, used to be happy and carefree

And it didn't happen suddenly, it just kind of crept up on me

Things that happen in life cause just such a reaction inside

So I'm like this inside reflects on the outside, but i m deep.




My mind goes in circles and just will not stop

What is wrong with me I did'nt spot?

Why is my heart still skipping beats when she said it was fine?

Why do I worry so much all of the time?

Could someone explain to me, because I just don't know

why it's always at everytime my panic runs riot?

It creeps though my mind and it strangles my throat

I try to control it, but it just will not go