Magic Portion Poem by anthony fiji

Everything in my brain flashes in slowmotion.
I re-live every moment feel every emotion.
Like a fairy sparkled one me a magic portion.
Some other parts can't enter, it's writing danger take caution.
My heart is pure and my mind is clear.
Even tho i keep my anger near.
There's a mixed feeling between love&fear.
When it strikes me it gives me a rush of tears.
I don't feel sad tho at all.
I feel free i have a complete soul.
I will rapidly get up even if i fall.
I play with my destiny like Ping-Pong ball.
Cause i have control whatever i do.
I can even take care of you.
My disppointment are really few.
I can inject hate in your blood or offer you love too.