Today I woke up late
With a little headache
Its maybe due to the dream tonight
I recalled it sitting on my bed
.............MY DREAM
I was in a doctor's clinic
cryin' slowly with heavy tears
i was shivering with the truth
i feared for my dear.
He told me i had cancer
I couldn't believe my ears
How would i tell it to my husband
The one i'm in love with from 15years.
As soon as i moved out of hospital
I switched ON my mobile
His msgs popped in my inbox
his care he had sent me all the while.
they were his usual love u msgs
some life thoughts and some more
But then came a hurting text
Which hit me from the core.
It said- SOMETIMES WHEN YOU LOVE
YOU JUST HAVE TO LET THEM GO
COZ U KNOW THEY ARE BETTER WITHOUT U
WITHOUT EVEN LETTING THEM KNOW...
Since i wanted him to be happy
And i wanted him to move on
I wanted him to have a new life
Before i was gone...
So i wrote him a goodbye letter
My head hurt and heart wept
And yes, i kept the secret
And by saying 'I HATE YOU' i letf.............
My dream was so damn awful
Seemed foolish and unreal yet
Till my doctor called me
And my eyes went wet..
I got up instantly
And wrote the same goodbye letter
I had to do it for my swthrt
so, nothing seemed better.
The reality is much more harder
coz people are not so strong
But when you love someone soo deep,
Even leaving them doesn't seem wrong...
So, the truth was hard to accept
coz i knew he loved me too
but LOVE makes u do the craziest things
So it's time.. to make my dream come true...
i really saw this dream... and i dnt know if i cud ever make it true i dont think im that strong
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
thnk u............ :)