[maybe I'Ll Forget] Poem by susan brealey

Maybe i'll forget
Maybe not
Maybe the hurt will fade
Or just grow stronger
Maybe your voice will finally leave me alone
and quit triggering tears
Or maybe, I'll just never be able to forget you
Us
Anything
Maybe, Just maybe I really was in love
and That love just wont die
Im not sure but right now, My heart hurts
Its Shattered I'm sure
I don't want to be with him because he was there
Only for support,
I had feelings for him yes,
But maybe somehow those just were nothing
compared to the ones for you..
I'm Not sure wether I can forget you or not
Or really completely move on from you
I don't want to,
I just want to curl up in a ball and die
and never have to face this curl hard life ahead
I want to lock everyone out from my life
and cry until theres nothing left.
I've tried,
I have yet to succeed in that,
But..
I think i got rid of all the tears
For now that is
Just until those thoughts race through my mind again,
scaring my heart again and again
Make me feel nothing but saddness
and wish for no emotion at all
I still love you
I never will stop loving you
I just don't think that its possible..
Something about you, ..
I don't know what but something,
there is something that wont let me let go of you
For now,
I wish for you to have a happy life
And keep it that way
Even in the worst of times
Don't do anything irrashional
Cause' In the end you'll think it was a Mistake.
That's all there is for me to say
For me to think
Or write..