Me Poem by Amna Malik

I have been living in a circle all my life
Everything is rotating
Nothing is steady
Nothing is reachable, everything is set to change
and yet am still thinking that the remote control is mine....

Maybe am lost in a whole of shadow, where everything is unclear
mankind are monsters and their software is not near.....

Although my feelings are with me and to myself i listen. so, i can find that place (home) ...
daylight is not my priority
finding smile is not my challenge
but am still trying to convince my crippled heart to let me in....

Am still waving at the pain entourage so they can go
still mixing the water with my bitterness hoping that can change my Salty laughter....
invitations been sent but no one is here
just me sitting at the doorstep of my pride chatting with emptiness and some dusty
breezes.....