Memories Poem by Paris M

I'd like to say looking back on our memories makes me happy
That it makes me smile uncontrollably
That the memories feel like the warmth on a sunny day
At least that's what I thought memories were supposed to feel like
So why is it that when I look back on our time spent together
It feels like walking outside on a winter day without my coat
Like frostbite took over my heart
Like seasonal depression occupies my memories
And all the warm sunny days were stolen away by the bleak winter
You brought so much warmth into my life
But now you feel so absent
And the days are much colder