Memory Of Him Poem by Krystal ...

Wind blows on this cold winters night,
Darkness covers all, except the ground of white,
looking around, searching, nothing in sight.
pushing through the snow, continuing this fight

A faint glow off in the distance catches my eye,
walking forward as though I was shy,
I brush up against the fence that I passed by,
catching a familiar figure in the window, I sigh.

I stand there in shock, staring at the image of him,
memories flash in my head, but all where a blur,
knocking on the door, I held and demur,
for one image showed me of how we were.

I dropp to the ground, cold and weeping,
my mind retreats as though it was sleeping,
Images of him, in my mind, keep seeping,
remembering everything, my heart was keeping.

The door to my heart was closed and locked,
like the one before me, I dare not knock,
I begin to cry, my soul he has unlocked,
for so long has this been held and blocked.

Misery, pain, sorrow, I cry out his name,
Squeezing my fist, 'I am the one to blame',
this is my burden, this is my shame,
the love for him still dances like a flame.

He turns away, knowing I am there,
crying, knowing the time we share,
wasted time, feeling completely bare,
Glancing back, smiling with a simple stare.

I get up, begin to walk away,
continue to fight through this dark day,
remembering, he was someone i'd never betray,
but now I walk, fighting, lost along my way.