Mind-Boggling Poem by Donward Bughaw

If there's one thing I wish I could change for myself that's my attitude
I don't know why, but I am always flooded by this negative thoughts
I have my dreams; I have my ambitions
Just don't know how to fulfill those
I said I am a writer, but I haven't written a good poem nor prose
And then I am a teacher, I didn't even make it in use
I wanted to make a difference but I still stick into what's old
I wish I could be Superman or Spiderman so I could save those who needed me most
But part of me wish to be Yagami, write the name of wicked people in my own Death Note
So that those who remain are all righteous
A promising and safety world for everyone where there will be no chaos
And I, the controller of the string, controls the world.