Mistake Poem by brittney crozier

seems like he's mad
probably at me
i went back to my old habit
i feel like i betrayed him
i don't want to lie to him abuot what happened
but i don't want him to be mad at me
he's more than a friend to me
i've never felt like this before with anyone else
i want to stay with him
i want to be with him but i feel ashsmed
feel like i can't live up to it after what i've done
i've disgraced myself
i don't even want him to see me now
wish i could take it all back
this way a cloud wouldn't be hanging over me
i just hope that he'll forgive me
because the only thing i want is him