Moments Of Non-Belief Poem by Debolina Chakrabarti

At times you become a stranger to me!
Strange like a distant dream from a distant land …
As if I cannot have anything to do with you- ever! !

In such moments of non-belief I search for your warmth desperately.
The warmth of your soft breath touching my forehead like a soft breeze cradling one to sleep.
The warmth of your hands around me- tightly holding me to your heart like a mother holding her infant.
I cannot fathom why such moments come! -
Making me feel so weak for you-wanting to touch you and cling on to you
And feel the gentle caresses of your loving fingers once again.

I cannot fathom why such moments come! !
Why it cannot be as easy and smooth as me loving you so intensely every moment, without even caring about your presence.
Why these moments of non-belief come and make me realize once again that I badly need you in my life- so closely, forever…