Mopoem1 For 117: Somebody Owns You Now Poem by Elj Cadz

Here it goes again; School days; classroom, chairs, table, boards
It's the same set of scholars aiming to be professionals
Then, you appear with your striped blank-and-white dress
Sitting in the front chair, fixing your hair, biting your lip
Start to talk to someone who's next to you
I noticed you, I Saw the action you do, and I felt the distraction of feelings
That only an in love man could felt, that only am when you do
I noticed you; the changes, that somebody owns you now

Your eyes tell everything; it's sparkling
It's revealing your soul that you're great with someone you have now
I was lucky; you talked to me, you talked to me while I'm holding my feelings
You talked to me like the world is in a slow motion
Where I can count how many times your lips meet
You're talking while I'm hindering you to read what's with me
You're talking in the same style and the same accent
The voice not like siren but the sound of somebody owns you now

I don't like to end that conversation but I have to
I have to pretend that I don't care anymore about you
About your decisions on how it functions; the reasons of your every action
The smile you shared awhile; the love that contrast of what's mine
I'm afraid you see me dying; I don't want you to hear that I'm hurting
I'm not weak I can move on with this
While you're enjoying life, I'm having my world
I'm living my world alone, when somebody owns you.

The flash drive; you've borrowed it and give back to me
You kept this for almost a month; I'm hoping that you wrote something
You wrote something special that can motivates me to change and ask you again
With the same question when we opened the flame that we filled love
I was hoping; ‘til I get the flash drive in my bag's pocket
I was extremely hoping; that I could read some of your words; thy thoughts
I was tremendously hoping that I can find something from you
But, it's void, null, empty; my the same old documents; you don't want to hurt that somebody who owns you now

It's okay! It was my fault, my mistake, my illusion, my reality
It's okay I'm hoping and trusting of God's right timing; my time zone
It's okay! I'm moving on, I can handle this, I can take this out
It's okay! I'm learning my lessons; I'm learning to find out
It's okay! I promise to wait for you, till I found out it never will
It's okay! I'm letting the clock passing by,
It's okay I'm spending my everyday with my poetry
It's okay without you but it's great when I'm that somebody who owns you