muldoon on the mirrors
of the lift, the building falls
backwards by wisps of cumulonimbus.
i haven't seen a building do that
since i was small.
away with friends as much as
a skinny kid could have been.
lost in that lesson until i emerged
today, diagnosed and recovering as
work turns over another day.
the view, still
mesmerises; how seagulls socialise
and drift on currents, how
like little angels they attract
the attention.
i miss you.
a nurse unpacks her car; i feel
a lesser, staying in this hotel
with muldoon sculpted
on the walls, real heroes in the rooms;
underpaid employees calling me ‘sir'.
i miss my little house, our little home,
with you, with her, them, then.
i finish my cigarette, go undress.
first published by 'squawk back'
appeared in the chapbook 'silent stigma, loud leaf'
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem