Musics Poem by D. M. L. Catseye

for days I have been listening

instead of what I'm s'posed to be

‘cos most of me is lost somewhere

between Heartland and Walnut Square

a square, not a circle, is the motion

I've been moving in no notion of

should I be awake right now?

should I be some place, right now?

I've had dreams in the last couple of days

and it's strange because they

they are gone when I'm awake.

This is new for me, this is different, you see.

I'm not used to losing my pretty dreams.

Now I want to get them back

I want to get my life back

I have been fighting way too much with my inner self

It's been feeling so low,

feeling so feared by me.

feels like it owns me.

but I am no ones property

I can't deal with this properly

I should be giving Him my all

Instead I give nothing at all

So I realize this is a problem. No one should ever cry.

but when you hate living cos all you say is lies

understand the truth I'm giving

When can I just say goodbye?