My Activated Deactivated Fantasy Poem by Mercy Mg

I was once oblivious of your existence
Never I had thought of your influence
Yet after activating my sub conscience
I've found your clandestine adherence

I don't know why I'm anxious
I'm not sure why I'm curious
Your arrival seems mysterious
And you make me unconscious

You are like an addictive coffee
Your morning aroma invites me
It makes me crave
My heedless actions rave

You were once my obsession
You were my unfulfilled passion
Are you here to make conclusion?
Or did you come to cause destruction?

You are a friend of mine
But I want to decline
Your danger to my mind
I cannot undermine

God help me
Let me stay away
From my greatest enemy
The powerful me